I feel tired, exhausted. My face is heavy. Almost like i would like to go to sleep,but I know damn well that if I went on that bed I wouldn't find sleep. I am constantly interupted, when I try to work, the phone keeps on ringing. When I try to rest same thing. Whether I am working or not I am interupted. So, It doesn't matter How much order and discipline I try to put arround me, i alwasy seem to be falling short behind. I have this terrible feeling that I am not doing what I am supposed to be doing all the time. Constantly on my guard , feeling exhausted.
Let me try to write some code, maybe this will help. Says keeping a journal is the best way to cope?! Today when I reached work i poured coffee on my nice pink shirt and had to walk all day with that stain on me. And when I exited the car I forgot the office keys were in my back pocket and kept looking for it in the car. Bad start.
Then after I finally got into the office, held a meeting with my small corporate team. felt like they weren't getting a word of what I was saying to them. But hey, this is what it is like being an entrepreuneur. Had a meeting at 11:30 with a client in Kabuga, to try and pitch sell them my software for loan management, didn't want to drive all the way there and I was right. The traffic was terrible. so I grabbed a bike instead. I am signing the software licencing contract tomorrow. Got back to work, bought a bag of chips and a small sprite bottle. and worked all afternoon, mainly administrative tasks. After which I went to get my kids from school. Pretty standard day. Normal, as always.
Got home put some music on,changed clothes, and start blogging....
Tomorrow will be better I know. :)
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